Homesickness :X

8 Jun

I think it has very much to do with the fact that my exams start tomorrow, I’m not very confident and for some reason right now I’m craving crusty bread. WHY?

😦 I wanna go home where my family is (now that my bro’s back) and where my doggy is 😦 I was looking at photos of my brother and feeling all emo because he doesn’t look like my little brother anymore T_T (my sister on the other hand hasn’t changed. lol). I want to declare that I hate that I’m growing up and everyone else is growing up too, but that isn’t entirely true.

I wouldn’t want to turn back the clock and go back to the me five years ago, or ten years ago or whatever, because I like who I am now, I like how I’ve changed and grown, and I also would like to see where I will go in the future. I love the people I’ve gotten to know, and the connections that I’ve made for this season, I love the books I’ve read, the music I’ve heard and the things I’ve learnt.

It’s true that sometimes I look at what I’ve done and feel that perhaps I could have done so much better with my life so far, and that I’ve wasted my time on so many worthless things, but somehow I still can’t find it in me to truly regret it and where I am at now.

On a completely different tack, I read ‘The Forest of Hands and Teeth’ a little while back, which is essentially a zombie book. I now own the two sequels but haven’t been able to bring myself to read them because well..stories about zombies just tend to be a little depressing. They aren’t really all cool and sexy and romantic like vampires or werewolves or wizards or whatever, and people generally… die (Plus I was really frustrated at the characters in TFoHaT and the only character I liked…died u.u). I’m not saying the book was bad (it was actually really good) but yeah. Depressing. A bit like how I like Glenda Larke’s stuff (I own three of her series over here in OZ) but she depresses me because the characters I like either don’t get happy endings(with their love interests) or they die. I’m a complete sucker for happy endings – for the characters like (incidentally, Glenda Larke lives in KL :O )

Anyway, back to zombies.

sorry, this photo amused me so much I had to take it from fb to share on my blog. Lol.

Doesn’t it kinda look like a scene from a horror movie just before the zombies break through the glass and swarm into the building and overwhelm the protagonists?

*coughs* Anyway. Time for bed.

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Peter Galen Massey

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